You can say what you want.Its not that i dont bother but im just plain tired of hearing the same old thing.
Im tired of you not seeing what i have been doing all this while.
So what if i dress up like im gg for a party when instead im gg to school.
Its ME! I dont wanna change just because you dont like it.
It doesnt mean i dress up like this, i dont study at all.
You dont seem to see the effort im putting in this semester.
Its so hard to impress you.
Since yesterday, i wanted to tell you about something,
but something stopped me from saying it to you.
Maybe its time for me to prove that "Actions speaks louder than words"
I aint gg to cry anymore because im tired and i think im running out of tears.
You always compare me to that GIRL! Why?!
Im not like HER! Im NOT HER at all!
I still have respect for you, but does she even have respect in herself?
I dont think so.
I just dont like how you compare me with her.
You can scold me but just dont compare.
Yea, i might have changed just like what THEY told you.
But i will prove to you that im changing to be a good person.
Like i've said before, i just need time and support from you.
Thats all im asking for.
Im all grown up already.
Just let me go slowly will you?
Let me free, let me fall, let me feel how it feels like to do things i have been forbidden.
Im not saying that you fully let me go, but just let me make mistakes and learnt from it myself.
I dont want you to keep spoon feeding me every now and then.
No matter what, i still ♥ you.