♥ WEAK ♥

I must say that im weak.
I tend to cry when im down.
Its hard for me to keep it in and not allow myself to cry.
Its hard for me.
Since young, im some sort emotional.
But the catch is that i will always keep things to myself.
Never telling anyone about it.
I will always cry on my own.
Its just too hard for me.
Sometimes i feel like i can cry and filled up the ocean.
I dont know why.
But i miss someone very much.
Someone who have left me alone in this world.
My beloved uncle.
Too bad, i cant see him before he "go".
But i promised myself that i will visit his grave soon.
I wanna ask him for forgiveness and hope that he will always be by my side when i need him.
He's the only one that i really miss in the family.
I miss hearing him calling out my name.
I miss everything about him
How i wish i have spend more time with him.
Now, i really miss him alot. *sob sob*
I will always pray the best for him.