Hey! Wassup?? Sorry that i didnt update yesterday. I was kinda busy. Busy helping my mum with some kitchen duties and then we went to my grandma's house to visit my aunt who has just been discharged from the hospital. GET WELL SOON!! Ouhk. But today, nothing interesting happen except that my mum's mother which is also my grandma went to Malaysia to visit some relatives there. Im going to miss her since she's sleeping over! And yea, too many things happen yesterday with me and my lovely cousin, FEEZAH.Lets begin. Well, i went to my grandma's house but FEEZAH wasnt there cos she went to the GYM! CEYBAH!! haha. Then she BULLYby SMACKING MY ASS! I dont know why but she told me that she love doing that soo much. Such a PERVERT huh? haha. But shes still my COUSIN though. We talk alot of craps and laugh about all the stupid stuffs. We're being sooo ridiculous and nonsense! Ouh, i did told you guys that few weeks back i did bought this red flower hairband. I use it as a some sort of an accesory. And gendeng-ly, she believe that it was an accessory. She didnt know it was a hairband! WTH kn?! Shes so the gendeng and selengeh! Then she continue BULLY-ING me till i went back home. That girl really look damn INNOCENT AND CUTE but trust me, try being her cousin will you then know what kind of girl she really is. But deep down, she has been there for me through thick and thin. She's my PILLAR OF STRENGTH! Without her, i would be suffering like CRAZY now! So HOLLA to her!
On another part of my life, im really confused. I got no idea what to do now. SERIOUS! I dont know what should be my next action. One wrong move, i will suffer my whole life! DAMN! But i think i need to set some things straight right here. To that guy, if you're reading this, im only giving you until 7th of Jan 2009 to make your decision. Dont ask why i've chosen that date! I dont care if you cant make the decision by that time, i will leave you! Im serious! No more kidding around with these kind of things! I had enough! If you really love me, you wont leave me hanging for SOO LONG and make me question myself and expect me to solve that questions on my own! NO MORE CALLS AND NO MORE SMS-ES! Im sorry if im being to harsh but i think its the best. And oh btw, if you're thinking of having "SILENT BREAKUP", you're a f***ing a**hole! You dont even have the guts to talk things out with me! Dont you think you're the only one who can get temperamental! And dont you think you're a FIGHTER, im scared! Go to hell lah! Now, its time for me to show my true colours that i have not unleashed yet for few years now! So better make your choice right. Im trying my best to control my emotional and anger right now. If i've hurt anyone by saying all that just now, im sry. I didnt mean it. Im just freaking pissed off by what had happen. Ouh, i think WEE's idea of 'BUKAK BOTOL "PEPSI"' pun cantik arh! Who cares right! Sometimes, i just feel that if something bad were to happen to me then people will feel regret over what they had done to me in the previous years. ARGH!
I think i had enough writing all that. *Tears rolling down cheek**Eyes getting sore red*. I will update soon when im free or just feel like it. Anything text me or just tag me up here! I will try replying it ASAP! So take care people! Have a great day ahead! So long! Bye!
Much love
♥Superwoman