Hey! Wassup people? Sorry if i update a lil bit late today. I wasnt busy but i was just too lazy to update today. Nothing much happen today. I was basically at home watching TV and when i got bored of that i went to have a short nap of only 1 hour. Then i woke up and updating my blog right now. So its considered that i just woke up. No bad dreams though. Frankly speaking, im feeling damn sleepy today. Dont ask but i myself dont know why. But whatever it is, im not in a good mood. And once again, im not feeling fell. Yup! AGAIN! I dont know why but im too lazy to eat medicine or to go see the doctor!So, just forget about what i said yesterday. I feel like i was being too HARSH. But about the 7th of Jan, im serious though. I have to do that cos i dont wanna suffer anymore. I had gone through enough and to be honest, i did learnt alot of valuable lessons that i hope i wont repeat anymore in the future. Let i've said in the few posts, if we're not meant to be together, then let it just be that way. I mean i cant change it. But, i only hope that at least you can treat me like your friend. If you dont love me anymore, its ohk. I get it. But cant we just be friends?? I know you told me to get out of your life. I know that you've some sort told me that you dont want to contact with me again for the time being. But by doing so, you're making me more confused. If you really really want to me to forget you, just tell me so. I wont be angry or get frustrated. Im ohk now. Im able to accept anything that gets in my way of life. I mean do i have any other choice but to just accept it?? Am i not good enough for you?? Or your heart simply have changed?? Let me know and please do be honest with me. Dont leave me hanging with alot of questions that you've not even answered. Well, i just hope that you do read my blog and through here, you will actually know how i feel towards all these. Its only through here, i can tell you how i really really feel right now. So if you do read this, please make the right decision! I dont want to wait for you like a lamp post! I waited for you patiently cos i still LOVE you if you dont know and that i have hope for this relationship to continue. But i've prepared myself for the worst. I know my family and friends are always by my side to support me all the way!
Ouhk! I think thats all i have for all of you today. I dont feel like updating anymore. So if you've anything to say about my blog do tag me. But dont talk shit! I will track you down! Ouhk. I dont want to get pissed off right now. So take care yea all of you! I love you guys! So, so long then! Bye!
Much love
♥Superwoman