♥ How difficult it is for me right now ♥

Sometimes, some words are hard to come out from my mouth.
Its so hard, i can just cry.
Alot of emotions at one go.
Its too hard for me at times but i just keep telling myself i can make it through.
You know, the feeling of giving up does exist sometimes.
I have been going through alot of things these days.
Too much disappointment.
But i know its going to happen.
I cant run away from disappointment you know.
You can try but you know you cant.
But at times, these disappointments can actually pierced through your heart.
And cause it to bleed.
You try to put some pressure on so it wont bleed, but that wont really work.
But its ohk, that wound will heal in no time.
Just let it go and forget about whatever happened and moved on.
That way that wound will heal even faster.
Well, thats for me if it happens to me.
And i rarely tell people im disappointed or anything.
I rather keep it to myself and act normally.
I will try and forget about it and not try to make things even worst.