♥ Dont bother?? ♥

I dont get it
You dont seem to bother.
Like really
Its like i dont mean so much to you anymore
You're not afraid that you might lose me?
Well, prove it to me that you really.
Because i really am scared that i will lose you one day.
I really am.
Sometimes i would cry at night, imaging how it would be if i lose you, you lose me?
I never want it to happen that way.
Its so hard for me.
Im not letting it happen for the second time.