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Sometimes i wish some things never happen. I wish i can go back in time and re-live my life once again. Yes, it may have alot of ups and downs. But isnt that part of a life? There must be ups and downs 'cos if not, life would be dull & boring. Dont you think so? Yes, i agree, i do hate the ups and downs & how i wish that my life would only be full of the ups and dont have the downs. But by having the downs, i learnt alot of things about myself that i, myself cant see with my own naked eyes. These things happen as an eye opener. Well, thats for me. We, human beings, creation of God, can never run away from making mistakes. The reason for it? For us to learn the hard way and try our best not to repeat the same thing. We dont need others to help us realised our own mistakes. We can do it our own. Yea, it aint easy, but i think you should give it a shot. Try. If you dont try, you wont know.And one more thing. Im really thankful to have someone so so so special like Fared. Yea, i know, he might not be that perfect in your eyes. But he is in my eyes. He never fail to make me smile when im down. He never give up if he cant make me smile on his first attempt. He gave me more than what i want & need in life right now. Well, i cant promise him anything. I cant see what the future holds for us. We will just have to wait & see. By in the mean time, i really am in love with him. I really mean it. This feelings that i have when im meeting him, or even talking to him on the phone, is so different from any relationship that i had in the past. Well, i hope my heart doesnt lie to me this time round. Im really crossing my fingers for the best for the two of us. Lets hope things will go as how we plan it would ohk honey? I really love you! Thank you for being there when i really need someone to love & care for me. & lastly, thank you for replacing someone who used to be very important to me. But too bad, things change and now you're in a better place than he was last time in my heart. Thank you very much sayang. I love you! ♥