♥ I love it ♥

Sometimes i miss hearing someone singing to me through the phone. Not missing that person but missing that sort of moments. Its like when someone did that, i just get this feeling. A feeling like im really special to that person. And you can hear the voice of sincerity & honesty. I really miss being in that moment. But too bad, sometimes, people just do it with no special meanings, which means they just sing for the fun of singing. You know i know who.

Life have been very busy anyway. School sucks. Too many works to be completed. Timetable worst! Like Naya say, my timetable LEMAU! -.-

Sometimes i wonder, if the past is going to occur again. I mean i really dont want it to happen again you know. Its very hurting for me. I had enough of crying for someone to come back to me when i know that it is impossible.

And nowadays, im very emotional. I can cry just like that. Like so suddenly without even knowing the cause of it. Im confused myself. I dont know why i feel this way lately. Like even hearing a certain song can make me cry. Maybe because of the memories behind it. *sigh* How i wish i can stop feeling this way. I dont like hurting the people around me because of how im behaving lately. Thats why sometimes, i like to keep things to myself and dont tell people. Yes, i may smile and laugh but only God knows whats running through my head and heart. I want to end all this stupid feelings at once. I really do.

& i do wanna apologise to those who i have hurt your feelings with my stupid behaviour lately. Im sorry aye. Esp to my honey, FaredBby. Im sorry sayang if i hurt you or anything. I really do ohk?