Sad, sorry, pain.All 3 mixed, jumbled up.
I cant describe how im feeling right now.
Getting better? I doubt so.
Crying in the middle of the night.
Pretending to be asleep when being called or msg.
Scared to let anyone hear the sorrowness in me.
Try my very best to cheer up and smile.
It hurts.
I cant be acting all the way.
I got to be strong.
I have to pull myself up.
I have to continue living my life the way i want it to be.
I know i can. And i will.
Much love
♥Superwoman