♥ Demoralizing enough! ♥

Its demoralizing. Really. Yes i know where i stand. I know im not the smartest or the brightest. But at least i give my best shot. Hey, i put alot of effort. But did you see all that? I dont think so. Where is all the words of motivation? Sometimes to succeed in life, you need to have people around you, motivating you, to help you push yourself further. Its hurt to hear all that from you. Maybe i should say sorry to you since im not the smartest or the brightest. Im not like all your friends. Smart arent they? They are better than me. Just put all the blame on me. Just do it. You dont know how hard it is for me being in this situation with only me to motivate myself to go further. Well, at least my friends are there for me. But you? All you do is give me negative comments. Once in awhile, i would definitely love to hear some words of motivation coming out from your mouth. At times, i really feel like giving up. But when i think back, why should i give up on MY OWN life? Just because of this. *sob sob* Im so sorry ohk? I may not be the perfect one for you. I know im dumb! Im not that clever enough. Others are always better than me in your eyes! Well done! You're really doing a great job! *wiping tears*



Much love
♥Superwoman