♥ Blame it all on me ♥

The thought of having someone so special in my life,

would mean that i will be pampered with their love and all those sweet things

Never have it crossed my mind that i want something bad to happen.

Yes, i know, we humans cant run away from mistakes.

But from these mistakes, we can learnt from them and not to repeat it once again.

And in life, you have to make a choice.

You do have a choice in your life.

But its all up to you.

Its your life, and no one can do anything about it.

People just dont know how much i suffer lately.

How many pails of tears have i collected every single night, crying on my own, thinking about all this.

Like Riz said to me, i might look happy and cheerful all the time.

But inside, only God knows.

And to be honest, i dont think i have any more tears left.

I have given out too many tears in the last few days.

Its hurting me so badly.

Only God knows how i actually feel right now.

My heart? I dont know how to explain.

Sometimes i just wish i never say anything to anyone or even post anything on my blog.

How selfish of me huh? Hurting someone's feelings by all my post?

I think it would be better if i were to keep all of these to myself.

Alot of things just left me speechless.

*wiping tears*

I think i will have to end here.

I cant go any longer.

I dont wanna finished up my last few drops of tears.

Much love

♥Superwoman