Wednesday, January 5, 2011

♥ Stuttering ♥

Hey hey hey!
It's only been 3 days of school, & trust me it's been kinda -.- for me.
Don't ask why but those who knows keep it to yourself, which I think would probably be only my babyboy. nyehhh.
I just got this feeling the first day ain't gonna be what I would have expect it to be.

Currently, listening to "Stuttering". It's a pretty good song though, and it's stuck in my head!

Somehow, when I talk about this, I miss dancing! I know there's no link. (I think!)
Dancing has been my passion since I was a young girl.
I dance when I'm happy, sad or stress.
& yes, I'm an amateur dancer but trust me, if possible, I would like to learn more.
But sadly, due to insufficient time, I'll pass that for now.

So, met baby just now. A lot of interesting things happen between us.
& when I say it's between us, it'll remain between us.
Our jokes. Just being ourselves. Hehe.

I did talked to him about this;
People never wanna settle with what they've done.
I've noticed that this will never end.
& furthermore, if i were to continue to "entertain" this kinda stupid attitude, it won't ever end.
So I'll be kind enough to let you go.
Anything, just get ready, 'cos I know I am ready for whatever that's gonna happen.
I've prepared myself mentally for all these bullshits from all of you.
Haven't had enough huh?
Pretty jealous of what I have?
Well, don't be ok?
'Cos when karma hits you back, it's gonna hit really hard.
You know that yourself, don't you?
And sarcasm is total turned off man!
I ain't buying that stupid crap from you.
Say all you want.
My life, my say.
As long as it doesn't bother you then you shouldn't be bothered with what I'm doing or gonna do with my life.
I love the way it is. & I'm gonna keep it that way.
What you say or do won't affect it. Not anymore.

*sigh*
People just don't know how to change.
Spotting other people's mistakes or sins but yet, they, themselves, are doing so many sins to their own lives by just judging me and talking behind my back.
Well, it's ok.
You should know what's right & what;s wrong.
I'm gonna take it that you're mature enough to think through it before saying or commenting anything stupid.

Sadly, these people do exist and they somehow used to be "related" to me.
-.-

Oh well, I shouldn't "brag" about them on this blog of mine. Waste of space.
So yea.
I'm gonna end it here.
Back to talking to baby on the phone.
He's been waiting since just now.
Pity him. :(
Oh well, night night people! Sweet dreams & don't let the bedbugs bite you! ^^
p.s. I love you babyboy! ♥

♥ Miracle Angel ♥