Thank you God for everything.
For every gifts that you've given me, both bad and good.
Thank you for all that.
You've made me realized a lot of things that I've missed all these times.
You've opened my heart.
You always have something in store for me.
Even though you know I'm very weak, and yet you gave me a lot of things to face.
Why? Because you know I'm not that weak and that anything is possible if I believe in it.
When I was young, I used to believe in fairy tales, where in every live, there's always a happy ending.
But as soon as I grew up, I realized that those things never exist.
It never was and never will.
& every night, I would pray to you, and hoping that this is it for me.
No more of such things anymore.
Why?
Because I really had enough.
I had enough of crying.
I had enough getting hurt over and over again.
Plus, the scar is still there and it still hurts.
It hurts so much that sometimes, I wished all that never happened, ever.
Forgiving is one thing.
Forgetting it is another thing.
It seems easy but it's really not ok?
& why is that so?
Because it was my first true love.
Yes, you got that right.
To those who don't know about this yet, well, now you know.
Good for you.
I wonder sometimes, why was I so gullible?
Why do I fall into "love" traps so easily?
Why, when it comes to love, I'm very weak?
Even the slightest thing can make me cry.
Why?
I really got no freaking idea why I'm posting about this right now.
I mean it's something that I thought I've already thrown far far away from me.
Not wanting to talk or hear about it.
Maybe it's because of the scars that are left in my heart.
But somehow, someone so special came into my life, unexpectedly.
He changed everything.
& I really hope this time, it's for real.
No more heartaches or heartbreaks.
I had enough of all that.
:'(
For every gifts that you've given me, both bad and good.
Thank you for all that.
You've made me realized a lot of things that I've missed all these times.
You've opened my heart.
You always have something in store for me.
Even though you know I'm very weak, and yet you gave me a lot of things to face.
Why? Because you know I'm not that weak and that anything is possible if I believe in it.
When I was young, I used to believe in fairy tales, where in every live, there's always a happy ending.
But as soon as I grew up, I realized that those things never exist.
It never was and never will.
& every night, I would pray to you, and hoping that this is it for me.
No more of such things anymore.
Why?
Because I really had enough.
I had enough of crying.
I had enough getting hurt over and over again.
Plus, the scar is still there and it still hurts.
It hurts so much that sometimes, I wished all that never happened, ever.
Forgiving is one thing.
Forgetting it is another thing.
It seems easy but it's really not ok?
& why is that so?
Because it was my first true love.
Yes, you got that right.
To those who don't know about this yet, well, now you know.
Good for you.
I wonder sometimes, why was I so gullible?
Why do I fall into "love" traps so easily?
Why, when it comes to love, I'm very weak?
Even the slightest thing can make me cry.
Why?
I really got no freaking idea why I'm posting about this right now.
I mean it's something that I thought I've already thrown far far away from me.
Not wanting to talk or hear about it.
Maybe it's because of the scars that are left in my heart.
But somehow, someone so special came into my life, unexpectedly.
He changed everything.
& I really hope this time, it's for real.
No more heartaches or heartbreaks.
I had enough of all that.
:'(