I miss those times when i laugh the whole day, non-stop.
Sometimes, i would cry at night, remembering those days.
Seeing how much we both have changed.
Sometimes when you say something, you might not know that it hurts so badly.
So badly, that forgetting whatever you've said seems so hard.
It keeps ringing in my ears those words.
I try my very best to understand, but sometimes its just so hard for me to do that.
This is because those words are just too sharp that it cuts my heart.
Sometimes, the feeling of 'running away' still haunts me.
But I keep thinking of you, and that feeling would go away.
Not too soon, it will come back and haunt me again.
It hurts to see what others cant.
Sometimes, I just need someone to be there for me when I need them.
But, its just too bad for me, because i just cant open up my feelings.
Its hard. I tend to keep them to myself.
And im sorry if my actions have hurt anyone of you out there.
I am truly sorry for that. I really didnt mean it.
Maybe i should just go offline for the night.
And try, just try and forgot about this feeling of mine.
And stop being so selfish. Always thinking about how i feel and not others.
