♥ Am i being paranoid? ♥

Am i being selfish?

Just because im afraid of getting hurt again?

Am i being so self-centered?

Until i forgot about how others feel?

Its all because i'm scared of getting hurt again.

Never would i want to repeat the history again.

Its hurts, alot.

But, i know i have to put extra effort to prevent it from happening to me again.

What effort?

Trust.

I need to keep trusting.

And keep having faith.

Not forgetting that not all guys are like what i saw in the past.

I just need to cool down and just go with the flow.

I know you're not like anyone of them.

Just keep making me trust you even more.

And make me fall for you even deeper.

Dont let me fall ohk?

But if i do, promise that you will catch me?

Keep holding on to your promises and i promise you we will go even further than what we expected to be.

I give you my heart, trusting you to take care of it for me.

Its been quite a hard time for me to pick up all the broken pieces last time.

And when i did, i straight away gave it to you without any hesitation.

Knowing that you will take care of it.

Be careful.

It's very very fragile.

♥