♥ Sick ♥

Im terribly sick right now.
Flu, cough, high fever, vomit blood, headache.
*sigh*
I did text you, but i know i wont get any reply for sure.
(pp8 low)
I get it.
But i dont know why i have been patiently waiting for you to come online since 9am?
I did apologise to you in my text.
I hope you're able to forgive me.
I wanna cry but i just cant.
Maybe i ran out of tears again?
Like i've said, the whole night i didnt get to sleep.
Crying alone.
Sad huh?
Well, what to do. Life aint easy.
Life aint an easy ride.
I just have to be really patient about it.