Honestly, my life is getting very bumpy right now.It seems to be only the beginning.
Yes,it sucks but no matter what, i have to face it whether i like it or not.
Its going to be hard, i know.
But this is my wake up call before its too late.
Im not going to fail anymore.
I dont wanna make myself look like a failure again.
Im going to succeed.
& im going to work towards it.
Its harsh for me, but hey, life aint easy.
I know whatever they're doing right now, is for the best for me.
I know they dont want me to be like them working their ass off just to find money.
And nowadays, it aint easy to earn money.
I get it and i think i deserve it.
Since i dare to do it, then i should be daring enough to face he consequences.
Instead, i find it an eye-opener for me.
Im going to study my ass off. I aint going to give up.
Im going to show all those suckers who look down on me that im a person of my own words.
Im going to show you guys that even though i failed to do well in the previous life, that is not going to bring me down.
But instead, it has bring me up to do even better.
Yes, i may not be clever. But i know with a lil effort, i can make it through.
Thanks for your "support"!
& before i end, i have a special message for FaredHoney.
"Baby, you love me just like how i always wanted in my life. You occupied the empty space in my heart. I never thought that i can find anyone to replace thos spaces. But you came to me just like that. Damn! You're my everything now. Lets hope this can last long. And thank you for being there when i need someone. And also for supporting me with my every choices. I ♥ You!"