♥ Fuck! ♥

Fuck all this! Fuck!

Im freaking scared. And yes, im crying. Shit!

Why is this happening to me? & its happening now!

What the fuck!

I feel...

the feeling is unexplainable. Its hard for me to express it out.

urgh!!!!
Dear God, please help me. Please guide me. Please help me make myself strong enough for all this. I really cannot take it anymore. I dont think i can last like this for a long period of time. Oh god!!!! *sob sob*