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Its getting harder and harder each time
I try my best not to let it bring me down
But each time i try, it seems harder for me
Maybe what she told me before was true
But it kept coming towards me
When is all this going to end?
When am i going to live my life the way i want it to be?
When will all these misery ends?
I really hope it will end soon
I dont think i can take it any longer
Harsh words have been thrown at me
Yes, i know who i am and what are the things that im ONLY capable of doing.
I know im not capable of doing alot of things.
Well, not only me but also all human beings
We're 'specialised' in a few things, not everything
To you, as you see, i may not succeed in my life.
But just give me a chance will you? And stop demoralising me?
I just need you to give me hope in this.
Its the only thing that can help me bring myself up again and get me to move on
I need you to give that only.
That will for sure guarantee the happiness i will get from you.
Thats all im asking from you right now.
Nothing big or expensive.
Just stop bringing me down with your harsh words.
Dont let me suffer like this
I dont wanna be emotionally depressed anymore.
I just want to live the life i used to have.
With my lovable family, friends and also my special one.
I want to live that simple life again.
How i wish i can turn back time but unfortunately, i cant.
So i have no choice but to move on and never look back.
Sweet memories are meant to be kept in the heart.
Sometimes i feel like im living a useless life and that theres no use for me to continue living here anymore.
Sad isnt it? Yes indeed.
But should i end my life just because i give up on what poeple say to me? Or when someone talk bad about me?
Is it worth it?
Is it worth it for me to leave everything behind? EVERYTHING?!
I dont think so.
But because of some harsh words being thrown to me, i feel like its best for me to just 'leave' and nvr come back.
Maybe if that happen, other people's life would be easier and feel lesser burden!