♥ That is all that you can say? ♥

People dont know my suffering

Outside, i might be cheerful, happy and some even say i hv the laughing gas disease.

But no one knows what is going in my heart, my brain and my life.

Only me & God knows it all.

People know me as someone who rarely open up things.

I dont open up my mouth and share my problems with people.

I keep it to myself.

Thats where the real problem come from, say some people.
But im naturally like that.

I rather keep all problems to myself than i tell some people and then make them worried.

Oh God!

I really dont know what else should i do now. Really.

Im feeling super down.

I cant this feeling any longer!!

When will all this crying ends? Until i die? Is it?

Then if thats the case, i rather die now than i continue crying and crying non stop.

It will kill me sooner or later.

I seriously dont know what else to do after this.

Its such a painful one.

Much love

♥Superwoman