Today, i get to know the truth. No use for me to have hopes on you. I dont know why im so stupid to actually think that i have a chance with you when in my heart, i know i cant get you. But i dont know why, everytime i see you, my heart beats faster and faster. Its like an adrenaline rush. But after so many things that i have seen with my own eyes, you're just not meant for me. To me, from what i see, you're like any other guy i have met before. Full of empty words. How can i, in the first place, trusted you and believe whatever you told me? You make a fool out of me, do you know that? But i wont blame anyone other than myself. Because i was the one who took the chance in trusting your words and believing in you when i know i should not have. How dumb can i be? Now, i MUST move on and forget whatever happen between the two of us. I had enough of these games. I had ENOUGH! I dont wanna play along with you. Im so sorry. you can go ahead and find your next battle player but trust me, its not going to be me! Please lah. Go and change your game. But if you still wanna continue playing, find a new victim. I dont wanna suffer in your hands. Totally not worth it. Its just wasting my time. Im going to prove to you that you aint going far with these games of yours. Trust me. But if you're going to change just like what you told me then good for you. I hope you change for the best and you learnt from your previous mistakes. Dont repeat them. Please, im begging you to prove the people out there that are talking shit about you wrong. Please lah. Grow up man! Dont do the same thing you did last time yea? I cant be around you all the time to give you advices when you dont even wanna take my advice and put them in your head and do something about your life. I will only help you out if you help yourself first. Remember that? I told you that before.
Look, i dont wanna talk about this. lets drop this topic. Its giving me a headache. So yea. I did my photoshoot just now. Had tons of fun with my dearest sayang, Naya. Shes the best and shes the BOMB! LOL! I love her so much. Thanks Naya for eveything yea! Muah!
So one of the picture is the one im using for this post. The others will be uploaded on Facebook soon. So look out for it and do comment it. I wanna hear what you guys have to say. Its ohk though, i take both negative and positive comments. :)
Oh yea! Believe it or not, im awake at this time, blogging about alll those shits and i cant put myslef to bed! Shit right? Im freaking tired but trust me, i cant shut my eyes. It just dont want to. See the irony? Ish. I bet i will sleep only after sahur! Haha. Best per Mira! Keep up the good job! -.-
So i think thats it for today. I dont wanna make this post too long. Gonna kill you guys to boredom! LOL! So you guys have a great weekend ahead. Anything fell free to tag me. Take care. So long. Bye!
Much love
♥Superwoman