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Hey. Morning guys. I just feel like updating something today. Maybe because i feel alone? I dont know. Memories are starting to flash back into my mind. Why is it so hard for me to throw it far far away? Im sick and tired of feeling this way when hes not? When hes out there enjoying his f**king life? How can that be fair you tell me? But its really really hard for me. I guess the best memories are meant to be kept in the heart and never to be forgotten. But thats not suppose to be it. I wanna move on. Create new and better memories with someone much more special. But who? Im really tired trying to find my romeo. Maybe its time for HIM to find me instead. So for now, im living my life as a single. I guess so? But at times, i feel like i need a hug. A warm hug from someone special. It just feel good you know. I dont wanna look back. But who am i suppose to g to get that hug? My romeo is not anywhere near me? Or maybe he is but i didnt notice? urgh! Im confused. Its irritating ohk? I guess staying single is better. For now. Until my romeo come and find me! *wink*
So im at the school library again, alone. Studying COS. Still not done yet. But im half way through it. Jiayo mira. You can do this! And oh yea! Tomorrow is the start of the fasting month! OMG! Time flies really fast hor? So to all my Muslim friends out there, Happy Fasting! All the best! Dont ponteng uh! LOL!
To be honest, i miss him alot. Only god knows. I dont know why must he do all this to me in the 1st place? But i guess if hes happy, i should be happy for him too. And hes maybe better off with someone else than me. Maybe its not fated for us to be together just like how we used to dreamt last time. Omg. I really feel like crying talking about this. All my dreams with him just shattered into thousands of dusts within one day. And it was super duper sudden for me that his feelings changed. Just like that. How could you ehk? And i also wonder do you even cry remembering all this? Because i do. Okey. Now tears are running down my cheeks. Shit! I dont want the public to see me in this kind of situation. But it hurts me alot. Why cant i find a replacement for him now and help me forget all this? Because i dont think im that strong to go through all this all by myself. I need someone to support me morally. And give me all the love that i have wasted on someone that just left like that. Well, i hope you changed for the better. And i hope you're happy with your life with your loved ones. *wiping tears*
I think im gg off now. I need to go to the restroom now before someone saw me in this state. So take care guys. Love you all. So long. Bye.
Much love
♥Superwoman