Saturday, July 18, 2009

18th July 2009

Hey. Good afternoon everyone. Today i feel super duper random. Hah. I dont know why. Im a lil bit tired, sleepy but at the same time excited for tomorrow's outing! Hah. And i didnt notice that i have tons of plans next week. So i will be kinda busy and will be back home late at night. Plus i have dance practice. The competition is still on! Im eager for it. Lets hope it will go on as smooth as we hope it will? Lol.


Currently, im doing my database project while listening to music and dont forget, facebook-ing! Hah. Life have been super great. I have my friends that are always besie me all the time. And i fell like im doing much better in my studies. I began to concentrate more. I also felt that im much more closer my small bunch of close buddies. They rock my socks! Hah. But honestly, im really stressed out, i dont know where i wanna start with my project. I think around 3 projects that have to be handed up by the beginning of this coming week! WTH right?? Im like freaking out? But luckily all of them are group work so its not that bad afterall.


Later, i might be going out with my family. I dont know to where yet. But its good that im going out. At least i can forget about everything. I mean theres no use to have anymore hatred on someone. what is past is past. Theres no point. Its going to make me look bad. Im not THAT bad. I will let go of the past like i always did with the rest of my past. I feel like why must i look back when i know i have something much more wonderful for me in the upcoming future. Am i right? I mean theres more fishes in the pond. I can get one anytime i want. But not now. I think i might wanna enjoy this life being single for awhile. Seems fun though. Now, its all about my girlfriends. If i wanna go out, i will definitely go out with them. Furthermore, i dont wanna rush with these kinda things. I have learnt that things come and go. They cant stay with me forever. Its like that. That is what people call life. So now i understand it way way better. Even though its going to be really tough for me, i know i can manage through it with a strong heart. My friends are always there for me, i know. Thanks guys! I love you guys! *muacks* Without you guys, i bet i will still be crying until now? Hah. Which is ridiculous? You guys make me smile and make me change to someone better.


In life, you make mistakes. Its ohk. You learn from your mistake and dont ever try to repeat it again because you know the consequences to it. Thats what i learn the entire 17 years of my life. Its hard i know. But everyone will go through it at least once in their entire life. Thats why i feel im really lucky to have supportive people around me. They are the ones that bring me up when im down(because no one will?) Maybe, this will be my last post about all this. Its the only way for me to forget it. Let it fly away far far away.


So, about tomorrow, im watching Harry Potter! With my favourite cousin! At town! I miss you bitch! We have tons of things to tell one another! How exciting is that going to be? I mean its not like we go out with each other everyday. We barely meet up now. You're busy with your school and im busy with my school. Its diffciult but we just have to patient about it ohk BITCH! Hah. I love you!


So i think i better get back to my database because i have to sent one copy to my dearest Renu later on before i go out with my family. We're like doing half-half? lol. So ohk then guys. I will end here today. Will update more tmr at night after the outing? Lets hope i have time and most importantly if i have the energy! :) Tkcr! So long. Bye!






Much love
♥Superwoman