How much I care.
While you just stood there,
And merely stare.
At how it stabbed me ,
How it deepened.
How your embrace loosened,
And how, everything happened.
You left me,
barely saying a word.
You only said,
We're from different worlds.
I don't get it.
I really don't.
If its so,
Is my love only a loan?
Just to make you happy,
Just to make you smile.
Just to make you laugh,
Just to make you overwhelmed?
Then why did you say I love you.
Why did you?
You didn't really mean it.
You really didn't, did you?
All these were false,
It isn't true.
Yet I believed it.
Crap, I'm such a fool.
So baby,
Just go away.
Disappear,
Please, if you may.
Cos I don't want to be hurt.
Not anymore.
Just take it as a lesson Lent.
Which made my heart really sore.
I'll never believe.
Believe in love again.
Cos I will need a plaster,
Over and over again.
The rain pours down
As it washes everything away
Pushing away those memories
I don't want to remember
I don't want to remember
I don't want to remember
The way you whispered in my ear
"Don't forget me way back here"
And you hugged me tight, one last goodbye
I don't want to remember
I don't want to remember
Oh baby, I don't want to remember
The way your lips felt on my cheek
And how you said goodbye
With tears in your eyes
Yet I'm still the one who cried
The rains pouring down
And it's washing everything away
Because I already miss you
And oh, I don't want to remember
I don't want to remember
I don't want to remember
When you turned and walked away
And I silently whispered
"Baby, don't forget me while I'm gone"
As you turned and walked away
So as the rain pounds down
I'll let it wash everything away
Because I don't want to remember
I don't want to remember
When you've already forgotten my name
The anger of all I feel inside
is because of you and your deeds.
I try to forgive and move on with my life,
and supply my own wants and needs.
But something deep keeps tugging at me,
like a string hooked to an old yo-yo.
Every time I get farther, it pulls me back.
hindering today and tomorrow.
It's not that I still love you,
or wish you would return,
but that I have so many thoughts,
so many letters to burn.
I want to ask why you destroyed
everything we had together.
Why you had to go and break your vows
and make love with another.
You lost the best thing that you will ever have,
you pushed me away, your obsession to hide,
you'll regret the day you looked at those photos,
and all those times you lied.
Pornography took over your life,
it became your thoughts, your obsession.
I wasn't enough, I was no competition.
it's too late for your confession.
The day you looked,
was the day you pushed me away.
The day I left,
was the day you lost.
The day you lied,
was the day I cried for hours.
The day your world crashed before your eyes,
was the day my new life began... without you.
Much love
♥Superwoman