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Hey. Good afternoon to everyone. Im currently in the library now. Doing nothing? Kinda bored right now. Waiting for my next lesson to start in like 2 hours time. Feel like i wanna escape the next lesson but i dont think so. I dont wanna miss anything. Something important might be given out today by the lecturer. Who knows right?My current mood is mixed. Im happy, excited, tired and i dont know? Im kinda blur right now. I feel like im moving on too fast. I think that i should slow things down though. I need to take things one step at a time. Let time decide for me. I will just accept whatever that will be given to me in the future. Its my life, i have to face it whether i like it or not. I dont wanna rush things. I dont want things to end up like how it happen in the past for me. For now, maybe, i will wait for my special someone to come to me and sweep me off my feet. I mean i like this particular guy but i dont know you know. Maybe its just a crush? I mean its too early to tell anything. Plus, i dont think he likes me though. I think he just treat me as his friend. I think. But i dont wanna jump to my own assumption or having a high hope on this situation. I will have to wait and see. If its infatuation, then it will go away sooner or later. I have to be patient with my life i guess. Rushing wont do any help. I wanna slowly know someone inside out. I dont want to repeat my history. It hurts. But, look, i dont wanna brag about it. I had enough. Now, its all about me. No more about someone else. Since im single, im going to live my life the way i want! No one is going to stop me. Love can wait i guess. For now, my priority is my studies, until i found that special someone. Life is getting more and more complicated. But i know i can go through it. I know i can. I will let time decide for me. Let time give me the options. And i will decide it slowly, with deep thinking. Omg! I dont even know what im talking about! Crap! And you guys are actually continue reading all these craps? Hah. Good for you. Now you know that i talk crap? Lol. Wtf! But seriously, i think im falling for this cute guy but i dont know if he have the same feelings towards me or not. Its difficult to say for now. Maybe i will give some time i guess.
Im dead bored. Nothing to do. In the library, facebook-ing and blogging. Thats all. So bored. But i feel so tired and sleepy. I didnt had enough sleep the last 2 weeks. Too many thing in my mind. Projects are slowly starting to pile up. Like shit i tell you! Sometimes i just feel like i cant take it siak. Aiyo! Lets hope i can get through my school life. Haish. So i guess that i will end it here for now. Maybe i will update more when i get home later in the late afternoon? Depends on my mood though. But i think i will update later on during my next lesson. That's if i have nothin to do or the lesson is simply too dull for me. Lol. So i will make my way out for now. I will be back soon i guess. So long suckas! Bye!
♥Superwoman