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Hey. I know that it have been ages since i post something up here. Life has been hectic? Hurt? Everything. But i guess im taking it in slowly and patiently. I have accept the fact that he has gone,forever, from my heart. If he can move on so fast, why cant i right?Maybe i was wrong. Wrong about him. Everything about him. His words. And now i know, he is not for me. He is not the one for me. He is not the romeo that i dreamt about afterall. He is not my superman anymore. He left me. Just like that. Leave me hanging. Leave me crying on my own. Hurting my feelings. I guess promises are meant to be broken. I guess it was my fault too? I trust him soo much. I trust all his words, saying he will never leave me? Now, i would just laugh remembering all that. Not only that, i get to know something that was quite shocking about him from someone. What the hell. I was really shocking and unbelievable. But what more can i do now? He is not part of my life. And i still remember his harsh words, telling me to fuck off his life. Unbelievable huh what love can do to you? It can definitely change someone. Poeple can just change like that. How can i trust him that much huh? I geuss my love for him was too strong to see all that. It hurts me alot to like recall the memories that we used to have together. Its hurting me so badly. Im trying my best to move on and find someone. But no guys have caught my eyes yet. For now. But i know my guy will come to me one day and sweep me off my feet and let me fall in love once more. Changing my life into a better life and love will be in the air. Im really patiently waiting. I hvae been praying every now and then. I will wait for God's answer. I pray to Him that he would give back what that someone deserve. And i do believe in karma, what goes around comes around. One day, he will regret all this. Trust me. I know. Been dreaming alot of things lately. Only God know how i really feel. But i will let him do the job. All i have to do is pray to him and move on with my life. I know he will give me the strength to move on. He will. I know. And i will give Him time to show me the right way. And then, He will lead me to my romeo. I know that will happen one day. But i have to take things one step at a time. Let me settle down first. Now, my first priority is my studies. I wanna concentrate on my studies. I wanna be a successful woman one day. Amin. But, to him, may you be happy with your love one. Hope that God will repay all your "good" deeds to me. Insya-allah. I pray everyday, everytime. He will teach your own lesson. And then will you regret all this boy. But, for now, im in no position to do anything to you. I will leave it all to God. He is beside me all the time. He knows what i have been through all this time. He is the only one that know exactly how i felt all this time.
Time flies so fast. Now, leaving a single life. Trying to enjoy it while i can. Finding a replacement. Wondering who will be the lucky guy huh? hah. Well, lets see who ohk? I got to go now. Update more soon. So long. Bye!
Much love
♥Superwoman