Hey! Wassup people.I know its been quite some time sine i last updated my blog. I have been quite busy with my school work. I was only able to access my facebook account. So, right now, im kinda bored. So i decided to update something up here since it looks kinda dull with the same old posts.Life have been quite hectic and i think its going to be more hectic since i have 4 projects in my hand that i need to complete it by the end of the school holiday. I mean i know the dateline is kinda far away but i think its better that i finish it ASAP so that i can lessen my burden. I dont want to like stress myself too much when the school reopens in 2 weeks time with all my un-finished projects. I know i know. Im a lil bit kanchiong! haha. What to do? I wanna get a scholarship and go to universuty in 3 years time mah! Must work really hard. Im aiming high. And im having faith in myself right now. I know i can make it. I just need to work extra hard. I know i failed to prove my parents once but im going to really prove them wrong this time. Aint kidding i tell you. It time for me to shine! Woohoo!! See now i already SEMANGAT! Power uh! haha. It aint going to be easy but i know i can make it through. Ibelieve in myself. I might have failed once but im not going to fail twice. Thats what im telling you guys! Haha. No i already melalut so far! Hah.
Ok2. Lets talk about something else. Urm. Have you guys ever felt guilty saying something to someone? And at times you felt that you should have kept it shut in your mouth? Yea. Im feeling like that right now. I simply felt so guilty about what i have said to some people in the past. I just feel like pulling it back and simply keep it in my heart. At times, i felt that its better for me to keep it to myself then letting it out to someone. Especially when you get to know that you have hurt someone's feeling just because you let out your inner feelings. Yup. Been there, done that. It hurts me so much whenever i get to know i actually did that. How could do such a thing? especially to my love ones. Is it wrong to let go of your inner feelings? Sharing it? So that you can have someone to lean on when you feel like crying? I mean you do want a shoulder to cry on when you feel down? You just simply need someone to like bring back the smile to your face. Its human nature. But how do you feel when you share your feelings to someone but instead you hurt that someone's feelings? Then you will feel like you have turn his/her smile into a frown. Definitely you will feel guilty about it. For sure. But what am i suppose to do? Keep it to myself? Maybe? I dont know. I should try though. Maybe it might work. Its going to take some time for me to get use to that but i will try. If it works, the kuddos to me. That way, i wont hurt anyone's feelings with me, sharing my feelings out. One thing for sure; its good to have a blog. At least i know where i can let go of my feelings when im alone. But please guys, dont have any negative thinking about this post of mine. Im just wondering if you guys ever felt the same. At least i know im not the only one feeling that way. It will make me feel better! Definitely.
Ohk2. I think thats all for today though. I think i have post enough to cover up the days that i have missed to post something up here. So ohk then. I guess thats it. Have a good night. Be happy always. And have faith in yourself. Take care! So long. Bye!
Much love
♥Superwoman