Hey! Sorry for the late update. Been too lazy to update anything up the last few days. I simply dont know what to post. But before i begin anything, i just wanna do a PUBLIC APOLOGY to my sayang because of my previous post (which i already delete it). Those who have read it, you know what i mean. Because of that post, we had a great, big argument. Urgh! I dont want to talk about it. But yet, we solve it. Im sorry bie. I didnt mean it. So here i am, saying that im sorry to him because that post have hurt his feelings. And i dont want to be doing that to him after what he has been through. So those who have read that post, please dont judge him or have a bad impression of him. Trust me, hes a great guy. Dont believe me? Go and have a lil chat with him. You will then know what i mean.So talking about that, we solved that problem already and we dont want to talk about it anymore. Everything has already been settled and all my doubts have been answered by him. I have told him that i will change. Change in a way that i be more open to him and just tell him straight forward what i really feels. That way he can at least explain why is he doing all that. Haish. Why didnt i did that before huh? I guess i was too scared to be open to him. I mean i dont want to hurt his feeligns at that time. But now i know, by doing all that, i also have hurt his feeling. Even worst! So now that i know, i promise him that i wont do that again. And i mean it. I cant stand watching him get hurt. Especially if im the one who hurt his feelings. I love him soo much that its unbearable for me to watch that. I mean he already been through alot before he met me. And i dont want him to go through the same thing when he is with me. I want him to enjoy his life to the fullest and even go to places he has been before in his life. Somewhere that he can find love and happiness. I promise you that one sweet day, i will bring you there. All you nedd is patience ohk sayang? I love you!
So moving on. Urm. Ahuh! Yesterday was a funny day. He was at blok 852 visiting his relatives or something like that. Then he said he wanna meet me. But i cant since both my parents were at home. So i guess he wanted for me until around 6pm+. Thats when i went out to fetch my lil brother with my dad. To my surprise, he was already outside my adik's school gate waiting for me. With his cousins. I mean i didnt expect him. And guess what FADZLEE?! You are also so unpredictable ohk?! Dont say people! Haha. You know what i mean. That was the sweetest day ever. I mean i dont know that he would go to that extent to just see me sey! haha. Sweet kan? I know! You guys are jealous! Nyehnyeh! Hah. I know im being a lil bit childish here. But guess what? Im hyper! and happy with my love life with him! I mean we always do crazy stuffs just to meet up with each other. I mean thats what we call love. I will do anything just to meet up with him at least once a week. Rindu tau! Haha. But i just cant wait for school to start. Its just damn boring at home. Nothing to do. So mundane! But at least i get to talk to him on the phone almost every single day! Hearing his voice will just make my day even better! *smile* I love you sayang!
I guess thats it for this post. I have to go now. Im downloading some new songs. So i will update soon aite? So hope that you guys will have a nice weekend with your loved ones! Smile always! So long. Bye!
(p.s. Sayang, I LOVE YOU! And I MISS YOU! HOPE TO MEET YOU SOON!)
Much love
♥Superwoman