Hey! Morning to you guys. Its like 10:25am right now. And yea. I woke up damn early. Always. I dont know. Its me i think. I just cant simply sleep last night. Hard time to fall asleep even though i actually feel damn sleepy. See the irony? I just dont get it. He know what im talking about right now. Why did you do that? Did i say something wrong? Why didnt you give me the opportunity to speak up and really tell you what i think? What? I dont deserve to give you a piece of my mind on what you think yesterday? And where is that "being open" to each other? I mean i already tried my very best to be open to you and tell you every single thing that is going on in my life. I dont know. Im confused. You know what? You're right. You are being so obsessive. Obsessive about your past. I mean why cant you just let it go? What is past is past. I know it aint going to be easy for you letting all that go since you've been hurt badly. But you need to do so. Its going to take years, i know. But im always here to help you out. You have to move on with your life. So what? Who am i to you now huh? Am i not helping you with all this? As your girlfriend, i seriously have nothing else to say. Hanging up on me? Again? Whats your reason? Your mum is home? I dont know. I just dont want to think negatively about this. You make me feel like im nothing. Nothing at all. Like i have never done anything to help you forget about your past. All i can say now is that its up to you now. Whether you want to forget it and move on with me or you can just continue dwelling and seek your revenge. Its up to you. I wont force you or anything. I just hope you will make the right choice. I guess im just a wall to you huh? Right? Im nothing. I have nvr even done anything to help you with this problem of yours. Sucky. I know. What can i do right? I know nothing that can help you out. And now thats what i mea when i feel like im useless. Idiot. Im trying to forget what happen yesterday. I dont want to think about it. I will just act as if nothing had happen between us yesterday. Its going to be hard. Since i actually cried after you hang up on me. Serious. No kidding. I cant sleep after that. To be honest, i didnt even sleep the whole night yesterday. Thinking about all this. You're my boyfriend. When you do all this, do you even know you make me worried sick? I guess not. But its ohk though. I still LOVE YOU!
All right fellas. I got to go now. Its school days again. Remember? I have to get ready my lil brother for school or else he will be late and i will get myself in trouble with my mum. Again. So i better get ready ohk? I will update more later on. If i have time. No promises. So you guys go and have a great day ahead yea. Have fun. Smile always. So long. Bye!
Much love
♥Superwoman