I have been through the same old thing over and over again for the last few years. Im refering to relationship problems. I feel like im immune to it right now. But at the same time, with him, when theres problem, i just feel scared. Scared of losing him. In the past relationship, i keep losing the grip on my partner. And i dont want it to happen again. I had enough of that. I want to change that. Its making me suffer and making me feel like im a total idiot! Always get played by guys. I just hope he wont be like that. *cross-fingers* I know hes not. I know. Its just that i get this different kind of feeling whenever im with him or talking to him on the phone or even sms-ing him. Its like im always feeling excited. I dont know why. Its just me. Maybe this is what people call LOVE? I dont know. I kinda suck at this kinda stuff. I will always say "I dont know". Well. Thats my new favourite phrase i guess. Now, being in this relationship for 4 months is making me feel confident that it will really go far. I just got this sense in me. But i dont want to put any pressure here. Im just saying that i have FAITH in this relationship with him. A strong feeling of faith. Im just hoping we will really go far. Far then what we expected it to be. I know in the upcoming years, it will be much more tougher. But i think we can manage through it. We just need to have each other's back and we're set to got through any obstacles in our love live. I know. The love for him will never change but i can bet it will grow stronger. I just know that. I LOVE YOU SAYANG!
I guess thats all i have for you guys today. Nothing else to write uh. I will update more later i guess? I dont know. Depends on my mood k? So i hope you guys will have a great weekend ahead. Have fun! Smile always. So long! Bye
(p.s. HAPPY ADVANCED 17th BIRTHDAY TO MY BITCH, FEEZAH! I LOVE YOU BABE!)
Much love
♥Superwoman