Hey! Sup people? Not in a very good mood right now. Alot of things are running in my mind right now. I mean nothing else but relationship problems. Its hard for me you know. Why cant you simply understand my condition? My WEAK condition?So now you know the truth. I, myself, revealed it to you yesterday. Happy?! Satisfied?! Now, i have no more SECRETS from you but if you still wanna ACCUSED me of keeping SECRETS from you then its up to you. And oh one more thing, im REALLY REALLY SORRY cos im not the AMY that you want or you thought i were. Maybe to you right now, im NOTHING! NOTHING! You keep showing me your tantrum. Cant you just simply cool yourself down first then we can like discuss over it?! Sometimes becos of anger, you'll start say or do something stupid or something you dont mean to do it like HURTING someone's feeling. Well, i get it! You dont CARE anymore! To you now is to get EVEN with me isnt it?! Well, i think you did a PERFECT job! Lets not say names here. I think people out there should know who i am refering to right now. And since you say i've changed that let me open up to you. And guess what?! You've changed too! I changed becos of what i told you yesterday. Im not who people think i am. I might look happy and cheerful all the time but inside me no one knows except GOD. Why is it so hard for you to just be patient about it?! Where is your 'We're in this together'?! All that is GONE now! Gone to the DRAIN! So now what?! You're trying to show to me that you're like any other guy?! Come on! You keep teeling me to grow up but why dont you say that to yourself huh?! Why do we keep repeating all these over and over again?! I thought you were going to be by my side when i need you the most. But i guess right now, yesterday proved it wrong! All you think right now is YOURSELF! You dont even care about me anymore! But i do admit its some sort my fault too. I simply cant give you the happiness that you want or even returned you the love that you've given to me! But you know what?! I miss those first few days that we knew each other. All the fun we had! Where has all that gone to huh?! All that is left is only MEMORIES! I wish i can go back in time to experience it one more time! Thats the only time when i actually get someone'e love and attention only for me and no one else. DAMN! You make me feel bad over all this do you that?! I guess you did a pretty good job on HURTING my feelings as to get even with me after all those troubles that i've caused you. You know that i wont be here for you long. You should understand what i mean. I just need you to be by my side just like you told me few days ago! Please dont say empty words to me! I HATE that! You know i do! But whatever that we're going through right now, nothing is going to change my LOVE for you! I STILL LOVE YOU no matter what!
So i guess thats all that i can say for today. I have nothing else to say. Im more to speechless right now after what happened yesterday. I dont know if i can 'repair' those broken pieces that you've caused. THANK YOU anyway! I dont want to talk about this anymore. Its making me have a HEADACHE! So, yea. Have a great day ahead guys! Have fun! So, so long fellas! Bye!
Much love
♥Superwoman