Hey! Sup peeps?! Its only like 10:38am. Im not really in a good mood right now. My body is aching. All because of what happen yesterday. Those who know about it, just keep it to yourself and dont tell anyone about it. I can barely sleep. It was painful, i have to admit though. But i have to hang on there. Talking about that, HUBBY was worried about me. TOO WORRIED! Well, i just wanna say that im fine SAYANG! You're the one who need some rest after working for long hours. I get it though. You've your own responsibility. But if you dont take care of your health and yourself, you cant carry out your responsibilty you know! I always emphasise that you HEALTH is IMPORTANT . But you seem to heck care about it. If i dont keep reminding you that, who else will?? You know that I LOVE YOU and that i dont want anything bad to happen to you. I know you've been through all these for years. But if you really really do take care of your health, a MIRACLE could happen you know. You dont know! So do i. But why dont you give it a shot? Belum try belum tahu kan?? To be honest, i dont want to lose you. AGAIN! You're different from any guys that i've met my entire life. I dont know what sort of differences it makes but i know in my heart that you're not like any other guy! Even though i was kinda freaked out a lil bit when you told me about your past [yea! I admit that i freaked out hearing about that], i know deep down inside you, you've changed to be a better guy. I just hope my heart is not playing with me about this. I TRUST YOU! Just dont betray that trust. Once it collapse, im sorry, i cant build it up again. I mean not that i cant, but it will take some time though. You know what i mean since you told me that you've gone through something like this in your life before you met me. All i need from you right now is that for you to take care of yourself then will i be able to be by your side all the time when you need me. Please! Listen to me? Just this one time? Ohk? And one more thing, dont give up on your life yet. ITS NOT THE END! Im always here to listen to you when you need someone to talk to. Im always here to support you all the way through all the decisions that you've made! I LOVE YOU!
Man! Im talking crap! hah. Frankly, not in a good mood. My 2nd brother will be home from his 4-day 3-night camp today. Urgh! Hes back! Not that i dont like it but without him at home, trust me, it was damn PEACEFUL! NO DISTURBANCE! Alrity then. I think thats all i have to say for now. Im going through painful experiences right now. I just hope i can make it through on my own! So, have a great day ahead yea? Smile always! So long! Bye!
Much love
♥Superwoman