Hey! Wassup people?? Sry for the late post though. I was kinda busy arh and not in a good mood right now. I was suppose to meet up with FADZ now but he seems to have other plans and moreover, i gt no mood arh to meet up with people today. I just dont. We fought again yesterday. Haish. Maybe this is the rollercoaster that people keep talking about when they're in a relationship. Its nvr smooth. Rough. I guess thats because we're like only 2 months being with each other. I dont get it about guys you know. Why is it that they can keep secrets from us, girls and we can forgive them easily without causing any chaos but when it comes to us,girls, keeping secrets from them, they would show you their tantrum and seems hard for them to forgive us when the secret is very small?? EGO! Why is it always the girls who gets hurt when actually it wasnt their fault?? Is it difficult for guys to actually understand a girl's point of view?? I know its not easy but i dont seem to see any guys TRYING to do that. All they do is to show their true colours when things like this happen. Try be in our position guys! Being hurt is hurt-ful you know! You keep yelling at me when you're pissed off. You simply dont know how to control yourself and you tell me i dont know how to control my emotions?? BULLSHIT! I guessed that your feelings towards me have slowly gone down the drain. I can feel it. Please! Please, i beg you to stop doing all these to me! I'm not strong enough for this! Maybe you've learnt your lesson from your previous relationship and that you don't want it to happen again to you. You're simple SCARED. Scared of yourself! Haish. Because of the love i hv towards you, im in this relationship you know. I hv been through more than what you've been through. I know you're hurt by your previous relationship but for me, its more than that! I've nvr felt happy being in a relationship. NVR! But when i start this relationship with you, i thought everything is gonna change and that i wont get myself into the problems that i've faced in the previous time. But i guess you dont get me, dont you?? Ego. Ego. Ego. Ego. I dont know why you guys hv this strong EGO in yourself. Where is that promise of yours where you told me that you're not like any other guys?? One thing in common that all guys have is EGO. YES! Thats my word of the day-EGO! Its hard telling you guys this but maybe through here, some of you will actually know how the girls really feel. I represent all the girls out there who have been hurt MILLIONS of time but dont dare to tell the guys that they're hurt by the guys' EGO. To FADZ,if you're reading this, i just wanna tell you that i love you with my whole heart but it seems like you dont see that, dont you? I've sacrificed alot for you. And i guess you dont know that right? Nvm. But i know that one day, you will kow how much i love you. One day. I promise. Alright fellas! i got to go now. Im gonna chill outside. Think through stuffs. Have a great day ahead people. Enjoy your life to the FULLEST while you can. Dont give up on yourself and be positive if you're facing any kind of problems. Learn from your previous mistakes and dont repeat them because you know the consequences that you'll be facing later. So yea. Good luck in your life! Love you guys! Bye
Much love
♥Superwoman