Hey! Morning people! Its like 10:07am right now. Yea, i woke up damn early today. I just did the house chores before this. So im kinda already feeling damn tired. My dad have to go back to his work today and i dont know why. He said that he has some work to do but usually he dont work during the weekends. So thats why i was shocked to know he has to work today. But yea. So i kinda slept at 5am today. I cant really sleep cos of my damn FLU! It irritates me alot. I mean it. I was awake the whole night talking shit with HARIZ through sms. He damn GILER and NONSENSE!! Haha. But still got the guts to say those to me too! WTH! haha. So i have no idea what im gonna do today. Totally no plans at all. Maybe i might be staying at home again today and watch some movies with my borthers. So boring! But its ohk though. Oh yea, one more thing. 11 MORE DAYS!! To the COUNTDOWN lah. Haha. But at the same time, im worried. Im worried about my O's results lah. I dont know why. Im just scared that i wont do well since i have high expectations of myself. I hope i can at least make it through to poly. But still i got no idea which course i should take cos to me, i still see JC as my "PATH" to success. Well, thats for me and it might not be for you. ARGH! I dont know what else to say right now. I just dont want to think anything negative about EVERYTHING that im going through right now. I have to have FAITH in myself and i have to be patient sometimes. It might work and it might not work. So i have to prepare myself for the worst. At least, i still know that i have my family and friends by my side. Without them, i wont be here posting this blog right now. They have been giving me alot of good advices on life. So i do appreciate it alot. I mean i know that my parents still care alot about me and all they want to see is that i have a better future and that i wont have to work so hard to earn the money just like what they're doing right now. I understand. And thats why i've promise myself that if i made it to JC, i will study really hard in that 2 years in JC and i will continue my studies in any University. I want to at least have a DEGREE and not a DIPLOMA. If i can go further than that, then it would be terrific!Hmmm....Ohk thats enough of talking about my future and my studies. I dont wanna talk about that for now. Right now, i just wanna chill and cool myself down. I want to get rid all of the negative thoughts in me. I dont want them to be in my body and then ruin everything in my life. I know i have alot more things to see in the future so thats why i dont want to ruin it so early. I mean theres still tons of things out there that i've nvr seen or experienced before. It goes the same thing to you guys out there.
Life has its ups and downs. No matter what kind of person you are. All of us are going through almost the same thing. But its up to ourselves to see it in a good way or in a bad way. So do think wisely before you make any actions. You dont wanna feel regret at the end of the day. You need to enjoy life to fullest while you can. No one can do that for you except for yourself. So make full use of it.
Ohk. I guess thats it for today though. Im gonna have to rest right now. Im having a HEADACHE! So i think im gonna lay on my bed. So those who wanna have a chat just sms me thats if you know my number. Other than that, you can tag me here at my blog. but please dont tag any NONSENSE! So thats all i have for you guys today. If im feeling better later, i will update again ohk? So so long fellas! Enjoy your day ahead! Bye!
Much love
♥Superwoman