Good afternoon fellas! Yup, its already 12noon now. Sry if i post alil bit late today. Not in the mood actually cos im not feeling that well. Im having a fever and it wont go away since the last 2 days. ARGH!! WTH!! Plus, i have tons of things to do at home. I have to do the house chores and at the same time cook for my family lunch and dinner. Not forgetting that i hv to teach my 6 years old brother "Malay". Yup, you've seen it right! No kidding. I mean his Malay suck! When i ask him to read a Malay book, he would sound like a Chinese boy trying to learn Malay. Yup, its bad since next year hes gonna be in Primary 1. So i have alot of things to do today. Im basically gonna be at home the whole day today. I dont know what else to do. I cant go out and yea, i feel like a damn prisoner! But its ohk. I didnt went shopping at the beginning of this week with my family. So yea. Its not that bad. But not for my dad since we finished all his money buying all of our stuffs. It was definitely fun but i pity him. I mean he uses his own money to spend all the stuffs that we've been eye-ing on for few months. He didnt get anything for himself though. So yea.I didnt slept well yesterday. Alot of thing have been running through my mind lately. ALOT! Trust me you dont wanna know the list. But u shld know what is the one thing that was running in my mind yesterday. No one else. Its him. I wanted to sms him yesterday but i dont know what but something seems to be stopping me from doing so. Maybe its my guts and heart. I mean since he say he want some time alone so let him be that way. Maybe he really need to be alone??Who knows right?? So i dont want to disturb him. When the time is right, i will sms him. But i still dont know if he still love me or not. Yea, i have to be honest that i kinda miss him alot. Maybe he dont miss me?? Hmmm... just like what i've told my cousin, FEEZAH yesterday night, i dont wanna put any high hopes on this relationship. It might work but it might not. I dont know you know. But right now, i just simply feel like i have to meet up with him to settle all this now. I dont wanna drag this matter for so long. Lets end all this. I cannot tahan anymore. Sometimes, i feel like bursting. Now, theres a problem. How am i suppose to meet up with him when my parents dont even allow me to go out of the house except to the shops??? Hmmm..... Im totally blanked right now. Maybe i shld chilled out first then i will find some solution to it. I need to find it ASAP.
Ohk2. I think thats all i hv for you guys today. I have tons of things to do. If im done early, then i will update again ohk?? So have a great day ahead and smile always! I love you guys no matter what! So take care. Bye!
Much love
♥Superwoman