Tuesday, December 9, 2008

09th December 2008


Hey people! wassup?? Im sry for not posting anything for the last 3 days or so. I was busy lah sey. Yesterday was Hari Raya Aidiladha mah. So i helped out with the kitchen stuffs and did some 'spring cleaning'. And yea, it was damn tiring. Inilah padahnye klau ader rumah besar! haha. Well, i kinda went to my grandma's house yesterday. It was fun and yea, ME AND FEEZAH AND IRAH did camwhoring! haha. We did it on the stairs siot! It was fun, funny and crazy. Im serious you know. But i definitely dig that part. Hehe. Well, i hope i can do that again when i meet up with my cousins! hehe. And to FAZRI,if you're reading this, pelan-pelan lah ehk nk build up your body tu! 3 MONTHS?? haha. We'll see about that yea! hehe. OHk2! enough about yesterday!
Now, its like only 12:04 and yea its cold! It has been raining since yesterday. I'm cold and i need someone to hug me! Huhu. You know what i mean. Today??Hmmm...Not gonna do anything new or something. Im not sure. Im kinda bored and
HUNGRY right now. I have not had my breakfast yet. So yea. if you can hear a rumbling sound from your house, that must be my stomach! Wakakakaka! WTH!!
Ohk2! Lets talk about other things yea. Oh yea! FADZ kinda ask me to follow him for this BBQ pit with his friends this coming week. I dont know if i should go. I mean i dont know if i can well with his friends. Im a lil bit shy! hehe. But i hv to see first because i might have other plans next week with my family. I mean its been AGES since we do something together as a family. We plan on going to the ZOO or SENTOSA but im not sure yet. If not, we're simply gonna go SHOPPING!!! Haiyo! i also dont know. I'll just let my parents plan it out.
Hmmm....me and him are doing fine right now. Less arguing about small things. I mean know we're must chilled. We're getting hang on this relationship. We're understanding each other a lil bit better now because its like we're only in this relationship for only
2 MONTHS only. We've still long way to go but with patience, there's definitely the reward for it. Thats one thing FADZ taught me about life. I want my relationship with him to work out. I LOVE HIM WITH MY WHOLE HEART! hehe
Oh yea! Pagi rayer, i talk to him on the phone from like 1+ to like 3+ sey. And i already miss him badly! hehe. We talk and talk and talk. He told me about his past that i didnt know. Not that i dont wanna know, he didnt told me anything. And when he did told me about his past, you know shock i was! I mean like i dont know how to say this lah. I was shock and speechless and sad. he keep asking me if i can take what he was telling me and i kinda say that i was fine with it. But deep inside my heart, i was kinda freaked out by what he told me. I just dont believe it. But something that he said killed all those negative thought out of my mind. He promise me that he wont do it anymore and he kinda regretted it. So i take his word for it. I trust him and i hope he wont betray that trust of mine on him. He's my everything and i mean being with him, makes me happy and thats all. He dont need to get me things to get my heart. All he has to do is show me the love he had for me and only
ME!! To be honest, i kinda cried when he told me about his past and everything. I mean i get it and i know how it feels like. but i controlled my emotions and try not to show it to him. I know his strong and i need him to be strong to continue building this relationship. We're on the way there, somewhere we plan to go to together. I LOVE FADZ!!
Oh yea! FADZ also ask me to go suntanning with him today actually at SENTOSA but i dont know if my parents would allow me to go. Haish. My life is getting very complicated each day as im growing 1 day older.
Ohk2 peeps! I think i wanna have my breakfast now. Im very hungry lah. Oh btw im getting fatter siot!
DAMN IT! but its ohk since FADZ like it though. He say im damn skinny and i need some fat on my body. And he say i eat a lil bit only sey. WTH!!! He has not seen anything yet lah! hehe
Alrighty then! i gtg now. im damn hungry lah sey. Sry yea. I will post again once im free ohk?? Have a great day ahead and remember to stay positive whenever you're in a bad situation!
Oh yea one more thing after this post, i will upload some pics i took yesterday! ENJOY! Goodbye!




Much love
♥Superwoman